Sunday, September 9, 2007

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I'm sticking with the TV I need Misu

Aggression in television
In psychology books always ask the same question: Is the TV increases aggression in a person? a thousand different ways.
studies say yes. I say yes. I get aggressive without realizing it when I see any kind of aggression in these programs. JAJAJAJA. Too bad.


My life on television

This is by time. There are months and I turn on the TV, other months I use it just to see novels. And now I watch TV every day and do not do anything with my life. I take my classes only Tuesdays and Thursdays. The other days are for TV, movies, studying, hanging out with my boyfriend, and playing video games (I also put "geek" lately). I get a job to save money. The Department of Humanities at my university is going to make a trip to Europe for the summer of 2008. I want to go! I need $ $ 4.999. If you want to cooperate in the donation so that I can go on the trip, put your money in my bank account. Thanks.

TV programs that I'm sticking

Program

Image

Canal

Description

Flight of the Conchords

HBO

Two assholes that make a band good shit. They are funny.

Entourage

HBO

Hollywood life. Comedy. Though they are a bit sexist ... But anyways they're funny.

The Best Years

The-N

~ Best to you: The college life. This brutal!

South of Nowhere

The-N

Young people who do not know what they want. Cover topics such as pregnancy, lesbianism, romance.

Degrassi: Next Generation

The-N

Since

My favorite ever. I just love it. I think they cover all the issues that may exist.

Other TV programs or anime that I like and see also: Beyond the
Brake, Instant Star, Charmed, Rome, Big Love, Friends, Scrubs, Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Full Metal Alchemist, Novels, Dame Chocolate, Tenhjo Tenge, Inuyasha (sometimes), some WB programs or are on ABC Family, old shows like Fresh Prince of Belhar, Moesha, Clueless, My So-Called Life, detectives programs and laws are on Fox or USA, South Park, and other stupid American program that is not MTV.

Programs I'm interested to see:
1.
Heroes 2. Bleach
3. The Others

MTV
Gringos are a few pigs and sows. They have no decency. I have already fed up with their bicherías. That makes me aggressive. Every time I see a stupid girl of 15 years yelling at her dad who wants a BMW for their Sweet Sixteen, I just want to hit, to break your face stupid bug, leaving it ribs. The aggressiveness of the North American TV is eating me.

Why television is actually a "junk"?
Because it's true.

Television in Puerto Rico

is garbage.
1. Start with morning programs that no one sees only when they are in a waiting room to see a doctor.
2. I still am novels are a waste, in most cases.
3. Then give the half-day program, which is passable, but only the old see it.
4. Programs followed Miami as Case Closed, Twelve hearts and Laura in America. The latter have a large audience and Puerto Rico.
5. Later comes the evening news is that more can be seen, giving news of who killed and raped 5 women into pieces, and killed a junkie to the farmhouse. Other than that announced that Ricky Martin is doing his seventeenth concert tour "Here I come again" Aruba and the nineteenth will at the Coliseo de Puerto Rico.
6. It is followed by La Comay, a gossip program, is the number one ever, according to them. I think because the Puerto Rican can not be more than gossip.
7. Then come the evening's novels are the best out there. Have more sex than in the morning, the quality is high-definition, and the actresses and actors are more physically perfect.
8. Later programs are more male audience are Puerto Rican. These are women in bikinis, semi-naked, jokes about sex or homosexuality, skits, and everything vulgar humor imaginable.
9. Finally repeat the news that he killed, raped or that, and give them programs that no matter how Pineiro Chef (who will cook at 12:00 am?) or any other program in Miami.

Conclusion

The North American TV teaches you to be a bug, whore / or bisexual, paste horns, be sexy, show breasts in Girls Gone Wild, perfect / or kiss any male / female that you like, fight, attack, wild sex, etc ... And the Puerto Rican TV teaches you to be gossipy or, to be a whore or, to be a sexual ill, killing men / women into pieces, cook at 12 am

please do not watch TV! They damage the brain!

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died July 27, 2007 between 1:00 to 2:00 a.m.
was about 11 years.
Her name was Lindsey, but we called him "Misu.
I miss her. Strange
caress
Strange Strange bother him cuddling
miss her coat ... even I feel when I hugged her.
grew up with me since my childhood until the very end of my adolescence.
I do not know what happened, he choked or had an asthma attack, we are not safe. All I know is that I regret not having taken to the veterinarian before because you could tell he was old lady and her fur was falling, maybe he was sick. Misu
was a strange cat. Depressive, like me. Whenever I cried in the living room couch she approached me. Not so long ago that I cried on the couch, and realizing that her name already appeared not to console me, I cried more.
I do not want another cat. No other cat will be replaced. I want to Misu! I did not want to die!
If I learned anything from the death of my cat, is that I should be more affectionate with my loved ones and care (though not my pets).

I will always love you Misu (sniff, sniff)

(I think that affects me more than the death of an animal that a person o_o)

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The word that "love" What I learned

Since childhood I was always very dreamy and romantic. I dreamed of Prince Charming and that world pink all we want. My favorite love movie was Disney's Little Mermaid. I wanted to be Ariel and go with Eric who was handsome and happy forever. Long story short, always idealized love . I fell in love with love and still am. My love life is romantic love.

People always ask Will there be love? referring to "romantic love" because the "love of friendship" or "family love" is a fact for all (or at least that I see).
Who says no?
All who have gone through bad experiences in romantic love, we stop believing in it. The reason? Pain. The pain, suffering, sadness that we after a breakup takes away the illusion or idea that love exists. So I think that saying that love does not exist "is more like a defense mechanism. One is to convince it does not want to believe again for fear of being hurt.
The truth is that everyone interprets what is "love" their way. Some believe that they feel at first sight and others believe that they feel over time to meet the person. Some believe it is something that "is given or not given" and others believe it is something that gradually builds. And there are those who believe it is impossible to love one person and never again feel the "feeling" in his life.
I recently read a small book for class was on scientific research that have been made on this feeling called "love." (Now find me wandering the author's name and then put that but it is interesting.)
They say love is composed of a triangle. At the tip of the triangle is what is called privacy. At the tip of the left, the passion . And on top of the right, the commitment . When a person meets these three bases for the other person, is what would be the "ideal love."
explains that there are cases where we only meet two or only one of these bases. Some people just share the passion and intimacy with another person (but given in love relationships between young people). Other intimacy and commitment (a simple example are married couples who have many years of marriage), or passion and commitment (one case more rare as quickly marrying a person you felt passion but did not get to know her very well - intimate-). Even the person may just feel one of these things.
When you start a relationship with another person, both are looking to experience the "love." But it happens that idealizes love # 1 love "one way" and in love # 2 "otherwise." And love # 1 looks more like "this" and # 2 looks more in love "that." Each has a love triangle idealized, which is what you really want, what you think love is perfect.

Pa 'high love # 1 feel more passion for love # 2. But love # 2 feels more passionate intimacy with love # 1.
¿?????????????????
Love sucks.
So I think my ideal love will always be an illusion. Would really really difficult to love between two people is equivalent. I will not believe until you see and feel ...
why I have fear ...
of not finding a harmonious balance with a person, not have to be perfect, but at least harmonious ...
If it came to find, I'd rather die.
My point is ...
Love is complicated, but by no means be ignored. You have to look until you die in the attempt. Jaja brutal that I stay.
poetic voice is heard
- rather die in the attempt.

Friday, June 15, 2007

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Act 1
In the large circular room is a woman. This dark. Only light of its viewers, osease, you can lighten his sad face.
- Sometimes we make mistakes without realizing it. Our thoughts make us believe that the fault of others. - begins to say.
suddenly change his sad face to a nuisance.
- never was mine! They started! Miro
to you with tears falling from his eyes, grimacing with his lips.
- Is it true?
* Scene change *
Woman tells :
I'm running a green valley. Although not all the flowers have blossomed. I'm hoping to do so. I dream of running freely through my green valley full of flowers.
* End *
- Everyone has a different purpose. And a different intent to everyone.
appears a shadow of another woman in the distance, saying in a firm voice
- I know very well! I know quite well!
- Will I ever met? I think not. - Low head -. Never opened myself enough to you. Forgive me.
Shadow of the other woman disappears.
- I close too, I know, but I have so much fear ... the wound ...
* Flashback *
Woman tells
was running down the valley to reach vine of roses. Dazzle rose in the distance I wanted, and carefully tear it to achieve and have admired its beauty. Suddenly the sky turns gray and the song of the day went off with lightning and thunder. I was scared, did not know what was happening, I had never seen anything like it. The vine comes alive and attacked me injecting spines around the body. "Nooo! Nooo! "He shouted, but nobody listened to me, I was alone in the world ... in my world. Later everything was calm, but what hurt me were the wounds. Droplets of blood that left without stopping. I was supposed to be dead, but nothing happened. When I was lying in pool of blood, the wounds were closed a bit. I hope you heal soon.
* End *
appears the shadow of a man in the distance. Look at the woman talking, but says nothing, absolutely nothing.
She feels his presence, without even seeing it, without even talking to him, touch him, or whatever. She feels because I feel good inside, in the soul.
- The last thing I learned is that you're happy ... with someone. You no longer want anything bad. Sleep and will finish up there is our history. - said, closing her eyes tightly not to continue crying.
Shadow man disappears.
- not that I did wrong or rather, what I did that everything would go well? I learned to
"Let it go" as they say. But I still have one.
appears a shadow in the distance, another man, this this happy, or so it seems. Calls the woman by name in a child's voice, a voice of want to play.
- Let's play. Yes? You're my favorite.
- How long will continue playing?
- Time does not matter. What matters is that a good time.

- I want more than fun. Shadow

farther still until it disappears.
- As I said, we all have different intentions and look for something different for everyone. Actually, all I want is that we all get along. I do not like the distance, I do not like fights, hypocrisy, falsehood, lies, wanting to fuck someone, hate, to resent anything like that ... I like anything! I just want to love and love us all equally, that we understand, we understand, we forgive, we accept our mistakes, let us free and happy. Only that I want ...
Women
rises. Off stage and into the green valley. You lie on a tree.
- Where to start? What should I do? Do I expect? Can I move?

Thursday, April 12, 2007

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zodiacs: You're compatible with me?


Some people take it seriously, zodiac signs, others are interested or curious for fun and others do not believe in that.
This is a subject I've studied a lot, and not meant to fully believe what we say the stars but if I find it very curious and interesting. Life has so many hidden things. Maybe we can not see ... or we interpret it the wrong way, but it is amazing how much paste. Study not only because it hits things, but also because somehow helps you better understand you and help you fully realize yourself and get to the harmony that you need. The sign, the ascendant, moon, coordinates, ... blabla is a bit complicated. But I'm not going to explain anything, I'll just write couple of stupid because I'm bored.

About moi
Sign: Libra (which is why I'm so lovely)
Ascendant: Taurus (which is why I am even more beautiful and aggressive half xD)
Moon: Pisces (which is why I am a screamer)
Venus: Libra (more harmony and beauty ... and laziness xD)
Mars: Virgo (men seek methodical)
There are more things but they will not understand and I will not explain anything.

; ; ; you compatible with me?

Leo


Si: For any chance of life or because they want the stars so, my best friends have always been Leo (except an Aquarius).
What I like: have a good heart and are willing to do me any favor asked. They are faithful. With them I can always trip out and be myself.
I do not like: always want to draw attention in one way or another, either subtly or exaggerated. You see that is not love or because if so, get very silly / o slow / o. Known
more imp.: Veronica, Wilexa, Carymell, Rosa, Omayra, Melvin ... Aquarium





If I like: are super smart and are a little crazy lol. It's nice to share with them.
I do not like: Sometimes removed from roof. Known
more imp.: My dad, Karla, Cristina Nieves ... Sagittarius




Si: Sagittarian I have a friend that changed my life completely, filled me with joy, love her.
What I like: are very funny and I always life changing.
I do not like: His great sincerity can get hurt. In a matter of men, just say: stay away from me, unless you just want a friendship with me. Known
more imp.: Wilmer, vampire, Orbel, Marvin, James ... Aries




Si: My dream is to marry an Aries, is my perfect soulmate.
What I like: I wrap talked with them, make me laugh. Attract me somehow.
I do not like: I think that sometimes are a little childish. Known more
imp.: Maribella, Merari, Angel, John, Josean ... Cancer




No: The cancer has been a headache in my life. I broke your heart to one, decilusione two more. And two I was disappointed to me.
What I like: I can talk about whatever.
I do not like: are too timid. I do not understand a shit. Known
more imp.: William, Kevin, Mamon, Kristian, Nene Iguana ... Pisces




No:
The only enemy I had in life was Pisces and she was envious of my beauty pq hahaha.
What I like: Only kids I like them.
I do not like: are a whiny jealous, cruel to others, not stand! And the kids are bellaquitos media. Known
more imp.: Najara, Antony, George, the Chilean boy, Fabian (my cousin) ... Scorpio




Si: My best male friends have always been Scorpio.
What I like: are the only ones who understand me perfectly.
I do not like: Boys are super jealous about pigs and can get quite unbearable. So I never be more than Scorpio friend with no hahaha. Known
more imp.: Alexander, Jasmary, Irving, the idiot ... Libra




Depends: Though I am free, I can not save us a lot. Very few I like them.
What I like: Being with them is total harmony.
I do not like: The kids are a sly, if not, they are very effeminate. The girls, I do not get none. Known
more imp.: My mom, my sister, my cousin, Saul, The villain, Omar, Alexson, Rafa ... Taurus




Si: Some if the step others do not.
What I like: are very good friends.
I do not like: Very, very resentful. Do not forget. Known
more imp.: Resentment, Orlando, Victor ... Capricorn




No: I have not met many.
What I like: They are good people, are always cheerful.
I do not like: not much of them as saying. Maybe there is not much support. Known
more imp.: The leg, Rolo, Sonia ...

Geminis:


No: I have not met many.
I like: Met a friend who could talk about everything, the best conversations I had with him.
I do not like: meddle much in your life. Known
more imp.: Sebastian

Virgo


If
What I like:
is harmonic to be with them, are good to me. Almost always they are beautiful and cute and well arregladitos and perfumed.
I do not like: Sometimes can become two sides. Known
more imp.: Yaritza, Joely, Lismarie, Carlos, Fernando ... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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                                                                                     Second Topic:
                                                   Enamorame

Several questions and answers are things that have happened in my real life, others are invented. Responds with all the sincerity of the world even criticize me and send me the answers aki, msn or whatever. Participants

latest:


Josean John Irving


Melvin Victor


1. If I sent a message loud and bitch saying something like: Can not live without me. Your answer?

a. Ha Ok? B.
Your brain is very complex woman. C.
Haha no prob, I recognize that you are a chuleria. D.
These boring right? E.
Bitch

(this happened in real life and are real answers xD haha)

2. If you leave me planted and I'm sending you a message telling you psycho: You lost me forever. Your answer?

a. Then not worth it. B.
We'll see ... C.
Do not say that please do not want you out of my life. D.
But I did? E.
Perdoname bb, love you.

3. If I get psycho / schizophrenic / manic-depressive / lack of attention to you I say?

a. 're Crazy. B.
Y? I am worse your crazy. C.
Do not be so, I love you. D.
Want to go to find you and buy you an ice cream and stayed a while with you? E.
What's wrong? (

4. If I tell you baby TQM. That you respond?

a. I love you more
also Tqm
b. c. d.
love u babe ... nothing.
e. (face embarrassing) and I love you

5. If I call you to come out together or just come to my house to see me, you ... a.

would come as soon as possible
b. iria when finished things I have to do
c. would come as 5 hours after llegaria
d. 30 to 1 hour.
e. eh ... I'm so lazy that I am unable to move

6. If I publish a fine porn picture on myspace, you ...

a. that you look sexy
b. take that picture woman! C.
send it to me, and grass more photos ESNU
d. pa verte you stopped my heart
e. wow did not think you were so good

7. If I go back to Tibet and no one heard from me, you ...

a. I'm going to Tibet to find you. B.
Well, it was nice while it lasted. C.
Leila Dito I need ... because as I was saying (changing the subject) ... D.
Amare his memory in the rest of my life. E.
Good thing it was for so we can forget it. I did a favor.

8. If I steal a little kiss and then I separated, you ...

a. Come here! (You pull me and kiss me passionately) B.
(Face embarrassing)
c. d. I am gay
You look at me surprised and I return the kiss. E.
What's wrong band.

9. If I call you by cel ...

a. I listen with pleasure
b. not let you talk and talk about my life
c. conversation and try to get you that you are talking
difficult pa d. I masturbate in what you say
e. I make jokes
f. Lei OMG my name is ... calm down calm down ... eeeh I say I say? ... -long silence, and it?

10. Love me?

a. Of course! B.
Lei, get someone to love is difficult. C.
Because I love you. D.
For the rest of my life, but I married another woman. E.
With all my heart.










truly Answers: 1.c 2.c 3.d
5.d 6.dluegob 4th 7th 8th 9.c
10.E (Do not copy this pq possibly for me to change it haha.)

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My Space: The new hell in your life, irony

My Space: The new hell in your life, irony
Myspace thank you Oh I could extend my number of friends and strengthen my ties to loved ones. Thank you and steal I have seen pictures of people I like. Thanks to you I can pretend I'm cool and I have many friends. Thanks to you I can insult people without having to do it on their faces. Thank you people are sick I praise and dream with me every night ( Ewww gross.) Thanks to you I laugh at the profiles of Puerto Rican hookers 16, gringo whores and weird types who put their picture dibujao penis. What else I can ask Tom? You've changed my days, my dreams, my life, everything.

Why should my thanks to you hell if I could do things you've always dreamed? What makes a Web site as wonderful as this can make the penguins of the south go to Las Vegas?
The dispute between that Tom is gay because of genetics (I had more x-normal) and that cause is the effect of having developed in an atmosphere of profiles of bisexual and gay, is very strong.
The Tops:
The tops of the profiles is bullshit, because your friends start to fight to be in X place, or before the other, etc.
My solution: Remove the top, or if not, put the top people do not even talk to you or do not know you exist, but are sexy so they give them a touch of beauty your space.
What happens if you put someone of the opposite sex first, and you single? (In case you're gay: if you put one of your own sex in the first place)
Well obviously everyone will think your boyfriend / jevo / dog / friend / etc. So your ex's are going to get jealous or worse, many people who are like you going to stop talking for a simple misunderstanding.
can also choose to put your friends algarete, no order of preference.
Example: If you no longer talk to your friend and do not want to have it over the top, put your sister / brother / hillary duff / Tom before her. That will make you look subtly no longer want.
The comments:
Women: Cliché comments
If you want to be experts leaving nice comments that make the kids are like you because you notice that you're a girl friendly, cheerful, good people, fun, because you have to comment as follows:
  1. estasss Juanitooo how?! - Remember to always show emotion greet you fancy.
  2. Babyyy. Bellooo. Chulooo. That lindooo. - I always end up in many "or" to denote great feeling.
  3. ♥ ♥ - hearts can not miss, especially if you're emo, is a law putting the entire comment coranzoncitos and end.
  4. already forget my jum! - Make pout makes you look cute with the kids.
  5. TQM! or you want longggg / miuchoo - Important to say that you love but know that you'll never say it back.
  6. Mua mua ♥, ♥ besooos, xoxoxox ♥, ♥ hugs - have to denote more warmth and feeling at the end, especially a copy and paste excessive hearts.
  7. Jijiji, jejejej - the Jiji's and Jeje's are more delicate than cutes and Jaja's or JAJA'S. If you laugh a lot you can look very stupid or you make fun of him.
As a general rule you have to leave this kind of comment 3 times a week minimum in each profile of each baby. No matter if it's ugly or stupid, it denotes that you are a good girl and nice people than being excessively emo and ridiculous, and easy to pick on stupid. And if you have a boyfriend, because you have to leave them to all your friends to so strip to show what you are.
Men: I speak about the comments left on the photos because they are the clichés. In general comments, vary widely.
  1. That beautiful, that sexy, so cute, how cute, how adorable, so sexy, so cute, so hot, hottie, sexiness, Beautiful, precious, pretty, I'll marry you, lets do it , or give me a heart attack ... u make me horny.
private messages:
You have to be careful with private messages and you do not know if that person gave his password to your bf / gf / jev @ or a person who did not even know the existence of it, etc ...
This can cause many problems such as:
- Finding out that this person lied that he was unmarried and do have a couple.
- unexpected Receive an insult because you did not know that your boyfriend / girlfriend was reading.
Moreover, this is a good way to let your boyfriend / girlfriend or better yet, insulting / a because you do not pick up the phone.
course leave a person on Myspace is a coward, but it is the fashion! And cheaper than a call or an outing to a cafe.
Blogs:
Blogs are the best ways for you to say what the hell you fucking winning as many of your Myspace friends are interested as a goddamned thing you write. So if you criticize one of them, like I did in this post, because you can not do it because they will read it and neither is going to realize. And thanks to the minimum that will read it.
This continued ...

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

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Sorry

Sorry ...

for being a psycho

not be direct with you

is that my pride will not let me

very difficult for me, believe me, much

tell you everything I have here inside.

but not just because I can not,

but because I myself understand what we cherish.

my mind and my heart is not worn.

You do not want to reason with the other.

Malcolm "Calum" My mind, is in darkness.

And my heart cries, wants to be honest.

All this is mixed and end up doing and saying stupid things.

do not! Your

not cooperate,

and I have to stay here with all the responsibility.

Because I'm so hard?

Perdoname.

Sunday, March 4, 2007

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A dream I had: Marriage

(Sailor Moon xD)

You wanted me You wanted to touch me You wanted to hug
You wanted to have me And I always asked
marriage.
I wanted to see
I wanted to talk
I wanted to comfort you I wanted to say that I can not tie myself to you
But the day came,
And do not say anything.
Everyone was happy
For the big news. Waiting
the big day,
I return to my old home,
And I lost my head.
Old dreams, fantasies old, old ideals, old stories, old memories ...
Four wooden walls,
comes through the door my mother and girl
Hurry, do not wait.
Nobody can force me,
No, no, no, no.
I take pictures with my white dress.
was the most beautiful bride of all,
Of course ...
The most beautiful,
And the less deserved.
pretended smile all the time.
They were happy.
was happy.
I was weird ...
"This is not my story" I thought
Y
I went.
; ; ; ;

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feel ... Dear

Pride
feel like I'm yours,
But you forget that I am free .
And that's what you like about me.
You can not help but hide it.
someone I look but not touch.
You might could you touch me, but I'm not yours.
I
anyone.
And I stir jealousy, envy, anger,
When you see that many like me, look at me and want.
You're walking away to forget,
But come back, because it is difficult.
Things are complicated, Because you're mine, but I'm not yours.




"Another one of the bunch?

'm a lot of atoms ... cells and neurons.

I lie and I can not move it.

I lost the idea, image, language, meaning.
What was it that I lived before?

How climbed step by step?
Now I look through the window and no longer see my dream.
were met, but everything happened so fast and so ... different.
I lost hope, my dreams, my fantasies.
I do not know what else to ask, since they no longer know if I will like it.
Why should I settle for this?
much energy spent to no avail.

O was not patient enough, or are not supposed to happen to me.
Will finally put feet on the ground?
Why do I have to be realistic now?
I do not remember how it was to have the illusion.
I am a subject, a body, a head, a ball of feelings in the world.
I look out the window and see my real dream out there.
Can I bring him some day?
Should you, would be the world's happiest smile.
For me, nothing like being different from the heap.



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man ...


Man ...


That is going backwards,
towards new paths.
That's the man,
That has stolen my dreams.
They have been taken,
not know who has them.
I was left with his image,
And with memories.
Returns, Return
,
My dreams.
Bring me
Revive
Our memories.
goals to accomplish,
fantasies to fulfill,
New things to learn,
Other people with whom to relate.
The way you move more than me, "
look back?
I'm still here,
I walk my path,
But you never lose sight.
"We will cross again?
feel
What then?
"relive the same feelings?
Or will we be a couple of strangers?
Returns, Return
,
My dreams.
Bring me
Revive
Our memories.

Everything goes around your life. Rather, your ego.
is your life, your experiences, your problems. You
well, and it always will be.
are free as a bird,
travel everywhere,
know of all places,
And evidence of all foods.
I can not do anything,
As Arjona says "if you wanted to be free, who am I to change?"
not bother me,
I learned to understand you.
The only problem is, I have two lives,
Yours and mine.

Moony (Lei)

What is the problem?
What is the problem if you are already part of my life?
What is the problem if you are already etched in my mind?
What is the problem if you changed my day?
What is the problem if I've changed?
What is the problem? What there is none?
're like a shooting star,
You steal the will of the people who are lucky enough to see you.
They were met, but then you're gone.
have to wait, go out every night and see other stars,
As you appear again.



Love

I hug you with the arms of my soul.
without losing my identity, my being will be completely yours.
thing is that I believe to be one.
You do not know what I think when I look at my sandals and bright.
You do not know how happy I do, how happy you want me to do.
be mine forever, beyond time, as I will be yours too.
Holding hands, soul, world will be you and me.
I'll take you, I promise.
All I need is you ask me.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

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Thursday, January 04, 2007
Lessons

Current mood: sad
Category: Writing and Poetry

I had to walk around the world to understand that it was better to stay where he was .
My impatience would not let me wait for the good. Rather, it was my blindness that would not let me see the good that I came.
Although disappointed and sad, I feel good about having learned these lessons. So I can understand more about and help others not to do the same.
Today I'm staring at the memories. Some images are presented again and again, many of them that I want to erase forever. But I can not, I face them every day to be at peace.

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;
broken glass
Past that will haunt me forever. Error
many committed,
mistake I made. Past
mark me for life.
lesson that many learn ,
lesson I learned. Past
is repeated. Action
many repeated,
action I not repeat. ----------------------------------------------
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Error after the earthquake was calm with a kiss that brought a tidal wave of Love And there I was drowned.
; One more day
Every morning I wake up smiling,
by the memory of your smile.
Every day I become more cheerful,
by the memory of your laughter.
Every day I'm more polite,
by the memory of your affection.
Every day I understand more the world
by the memory of your attention.
Every night I sleep with dreams,
by the memory of you.
Still,
Every day I get serious,
by the fact that not here.
Each day ended feeling sad,
by the reality that we are here.
Every day I'm more hostile
by the fact that you're not here.
Every day I leave most of the world,
by the reality that we are here.
Every night I fall asleep in tears,
why not here. ----------------------------------------------
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Back to be alone with my company. But with a desire to help others and avoid to go through what I did.
Mental
That's mental. "I said Edmund.
I'm not sure. "I replied.
The mind is powerful, the mind tricks. Edmundo
I am aware of it. "I said seriously.
Did not you watch what you asked for real life? Edmundo
No. "I said looking down. And not acted properly.
What is right?
What makes me feel good, I guess.
You think?
Si.

And what do others think?

not.
Do not you care?
Not that I care, is ...
Is that it? "He interrupted.
not.
never know anything.
know.
Silence ...
Tell me about a time you felt the emptiness in the chest. -Edmund sat on my bed with my legs between crusades. It's a teenage boy, but even with factions of child black hair and blue eyes. Serious and innocent look. Es .. say it is a kind of angel but rare.
was when I first saw what is loneliness. "I answer.
What is it?
is not having anyone to your side.
A love?
not only love can be a friend or whatever. Someone who understands you and give you love, someone to hug you, that makes you happy, who cares about you.
And have you seen her loneliness?
Si.
And your heart felt like?
No. Why?
My mind realized that many people around me who I want. As my family for example, that soothes my heart.
Ooh. Tell me about your family.
I do not want to talk about it. "I said, folding his arms, sitting in my chair.
I studied for a while and I realized that ... -Edmundo was silent and I think I asked him to wait.
... there is a certain distance.
Bah, that's normal. "I said no importance.
No.
Si.
understand that.
Please study the thousands of families that exist and most are really as dysfunctional or worse than this.
But that's not good.
Tell me. -Sarcasm.
That's mental.
you going to follow? I freaked. Edmundo
I look innocent, but not smiling. Never did.
And you are mental?
do not know, maybe for you if it is.
Am I mental?
Si. "I looked at him and made a face. You are a mental problem!
Why? -wonder with a child's voice.
me insane.
So the problem is you mental?
Oh, what you think?
Do you have a mental problem?
Can you stop saying that? "I said in annoyed tone. It was pretty annoying that creature.
And who has a mental problem?
Everyone! He shouted. Everyone in this damned world are mentally ill.
Edmundo was silent thinking and I went for a drink. Then he gave me something that did not offer anything but how to take the thing? When you return, he was reading one of my many notes.
What the hell are you doing?! "I remove the annoying notes.
're a lamb. said looking into my eyes with her beautiful face. Cursed. What the hell you mean I'm a sheep?
Aja and you are unbearable.
Love is on top of your list.
Ready for what? "I did not know that List was speaking.
list everything. Explain
well please, I have little time.
Why are you so impatient?
Why are you so desperate?
love for you is most important in life.
Who does not? "I said, thinking it was something obvious.
I could see that not all humans have that first.
Well ... "I left thinking .- Everyone is different.
I think I have felt love once, but forget it. I think love is beautiful.
Yes, they say. "I answered hated voice.
You know very well.
I do not talk of love.
Why?
Can you change the subject please?!
I want to know that love is for you.
I can not.
Why?
Why not!
Why can not you?
Why is not ok! "I really was upset. Look out the window and I was sad .- Do not know. "I said softly.
If you know it. I know you are love, you have to know.
I stood in silence for a long time. Edmund began to play with my pillow. Jodi strange I thought.
Why look at me like that?
Rare.
How?
you are weird kid.
Do not you know? Forget
.
"You're weird?
So they say.
Who?
not, people.
Why?
Because they say I am not common.
Why?
acted differently and I guess they do not know how to behave with me.
Oh, I understand.
I went to fit my stuff in the gabetero while Edmund looked at the moon.
Did you look at it a lot like her? , I wonder.
Si.
Is not it pretty?
Si.
I conquer. Then do
. "I said following the game.
I see love.
Good for you.
already made a friendship.
Good.
Friendship is also beautiful, I like it.
Me too.
Yes? The
appreciate. Is what has kept me alive for now.
I thought I was the heart that kept you alive.
That feeds the heart as well.
Oh. And that feeds the mind?
The knowledge I guess.
Do you still the mind or heart?
I think ... I'm more rational mind.
But when you follow the mind, the heart does not complain?
Sometimes.
Did not you say you are mentally ill? How is it possible that you follow? I think you should rely more on the heart. Ok first
I argue that it's all mental and now you say you follow your heart What's wrong?
I just said what I've been taught.
Well you were taught wrong.
why I want to see is love. I feel it is. If I fail because everything is really mental.
That we would get all. ----------------------------------------------
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remember a noise
is noisy here!
just my head.
This remembering his words.
pass again and again and again through my mind.
Damn cayense Now
There is one who talks too much.
And there is another who speaks very little.
I cut the tongue of the first
And give it to second.
who talked much to very little.
And that little talk did much more than the first.
I do not remember most of the first,
but I like the second.
But speech not talk.
And now came the first and kept talking ...
Blablablablablabalabalabblaa ...
Shut up! That discomfort you!
you hang up.
comes second ...
Blah ....
That's it?
Blah ...
Um, do not feel anything else?
Blah ...
Perhaps you moron!? You do not know say otherwise?
Blah?
Damn!
The first thing I complain a lot of noise and now the second sound does nothing. There is not what I want!
The 1st: BLABLABALBALABALABLABALBABLBALBALABBLLB! Return
you.
Bla!
Are you there?
...
Hello?
... (Unresponsive)
died?
...
seems so.
Return to second.
Blah?
I liked your actions.
Blah.
Because you have to go?
Blah ...
But why? Look
blah blah ... (Hangs up)
Hello?
...
(
Idiots ...

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Old entries


Wednesday, November 15 2006
is made not for me or for you
Current mood: anxious
Category: Life

The reason goes beyond the expectations
the frustration is more than expected
The heart never full,
and not because he wants to be left empty,
is that no one understands what you want .
Trying to understand what in the world others have and you do not, is dicifil, because we all deserve it and maybe not, maybe something wrong or maybe we think what is not. Sometimes we look to others thinking that all they deserve, and they think it's you who deserves everything. And he thinks he deserves it all, must be killed because they are the ones who make others suffer.
When you have an inner fear, or have not completed an idea started, do not start looking for a new opportunity because I never exploited until they do not solve this. If not resolved, not only you'll hurt yourself if not the new opportunity.
The desire is not enough if not accompanied by the urge, and encourage you no good if then do not use the action. The lack of enthusiasm can fuck it all, like the desire of many things.
The eternal seconds usually occur constantly in our minds, it inspires us every day to find that happiness. But with every passing day and not find it, most of us from finding it, not only because we want also removed because we forget what that feeling of "happiness."
The only thing that can save us is the understanding and action. Because not only enough to understand the situation, we must also do something to change it. Sometimes we do not put our hand, and one thinks the other should do it, there are cases where forget them "fair" and start self but the other did not do anything. Letting go is useless if action does not give the idea, no good for nothing. For more you have the sense of right in front, you have to make exceptions.
Caprice, ideals and pride can create a difficult barrier to overcome. I admit that many times we let this pass us. When this happens, the best thing you can do is wait and let time pass. Eventually everything works out. The trouble is that in all that time away, one might have found happiness but lost that opportunity.
Conclusion that has nothing to do: Everything brings negative something positive, so that one does not forget what happiness is, and all bring something positive not, to continue in that constant obsessive search to be happy.
Att. Leilani T. Casiano



July/23/2006

Today I am taking the risk to be free ...
Current mood: disappointed

Holding the weight of the neck that threatened to fall and never rise.
Leaving the senses and I tucked in me away from reality. Traveling on alien worlds that never come to me. Trying to make people laugh who do not understand me. Spending my energy on shallow dreams ... How much more'll drop on me?
Today I am taking the risk to be free
releasing oxygen from my veins and bones are the pulse of that pain that makes me mourn.
Taking the small dagger in my heart that each breath is out of breath. As
expressing what my powerful, mind, absorbed in sight.
And I'm ... Forgetting
derision fading flower I wanted to be red.
Forgiving my mistakes without regret of those who were not. Leaving wonder that I am wrong, I did wrong. Allowing others to remain as the others.
Is that just want to give them part of my smile?
Is that equality does not exist and is impossible to make you and me, he and she, that this and that we are one?
not breathe the air and they do not want mine. When will they be free?
Today I am taking the risk to be free
releasing oxygen from my veins and bones are the pulse of that pain that makes me mourn.
Taking the small dagger in my heart that each breath is out of breath. As
expressing what my powerful mind, absorbed in the sight of you.
Dedicated to those who once made me laugh and dream, friends, acquaintances and family to also try to make them laugh.
'Take the risk to be free' words of Draco.