Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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Today I tried to go to bed early, and obviously fail, then three hundred and fifty and a return on the mattress to be exact (if I counted), I decided to get up and see to entertain better.
So now, reflect on the possible cause of my lack of sleep,
and I'm not sure that is the ghost that haunts me tonight,
if it is one of my various illnesses, including anorexia and bulimia stands, early gastritis, migraines, pressure fluctuations, and other characters that dance and walk hand in hand through my veins my nerve centers and happily, or any unresolved problem in my unconscious.
Just to make this post more rich, I'll add some more of my diagnosis:
Megalomania.
Narcissism. Anxiety
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* Possible disorder limit and / or bipolar. (Unofficial own observations)
* Possible obsessive-compulsive disorder.
history of drug addiction, which nearly killed me for a kidney infection.
Speaking more personally,
consider myself a person with thoughts and attitudes against society,
I love challenging people to see their reactions, and I love checkpoint to exceed, either
academically or physically, or any other field. I'm misanthropic
mental, I think on this planet the only ones that come upon us, the human race.
I would like to live on a platform floating, something wandering through snowy pastures infinity without specific course, absolutely nobody else around me, only cold silence, darkness, and a flashing light on the snow once every thousand years.
exepcional I am a student, but I lost 2 years of my life for what I said earlier about the kidney, now I'm in the Semi-baccalaureate program, so I could catch up and very soon (about to September) alfin may apply for the race Arts at the local university, without any need to apply for my excellent screen average.
I have no brothers, instead, my parents gave me an old IBM computer,
because of that I learned on my own various programming languages such as HTML / CSS, C / C + +, JAVA, BATCH, PERL. Management also
Photoshop, Corel, and other design software fluently, is one of my biggest hobbies, design, layout, design.
enjoy various literary genres, I have a large collection of books read and an even larger books to read in PDF.
hate movies in general, although I must admit, I like the surreal art film.
hear and bear different genres, but mainly I enjoy music and Atmospheric Ritual. I have knowledge of Chaos
-Gnosis, and Magick in general.
I love world history, especially ancient folklore and mythology.
And most importantly, I look forward to the universal cataclysm.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Were To Go To Get A Film License
And here I am again.
Trying to write things that I can not because my willpower, my vanity, and other egos not let me.
not allow me to write openly without feeling any kind of remorse, either on the use of words, or the content itself. I think I'm too perfectionist.
these days I learned that I should not be demanding with myself when just beginning, for every little disappointed about my work, I force myself to continue it against my will and good taste to do something spectacular.
And this is no exception,
Many times I tried (unsuccessfully) to open blogs or personal journals with content, writings, images, and so on, without much success ofcourse, after a week of writing daily, wearied me, and erased everything.
This time it will not.
Although my mind is empty of ideas, full of laziness, I will continue writing at least 5 months from today onwards, ofcourse not daily, but without fail for at least 1 time a week.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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late. VERY late.
should now have approximately 15 books read, but no, there is a deficit of 10.
For now, and like I said I would, "I read:
* Essay on Lucidity - José Saramago. I think this book is that delayed my reading toooda.
Reading Saramago seems to me terribly tired, no matter how wonderful / interesting is what he writes. And if we add to that that, the beginning of the book simplemene I caught , I left and I resumed several times until it finally! found that something that makes you do not want to stop reading, no matter the author seems uninterested in quotation marks, or not even in the signs of puntació No, haha.
Recommended:)
* This Too Noisy Solitude - Bohumil Hrabal . This is a book volatile. Lightweight. It may seem repetitive, but nice. A man charged with a press that makes works of art with hundreds-thousands-of books, including the remains of "waste" come into their hands.
A phrase that just loved: "(...) because I, when I read, in fact I do not read, but took a beautiful phrase in its beak and sucks like a candy, sip a glass of liquor, the taste, until like alcohol, is dissolved in me the taste for so long that not only just entering my brain and my heart, but flows through my veins to the very roots of the blood vessels. "
* The Sanctuary - Anne Rice. I know it so ! How come I had not read before if I love so very much The Chronicles? So, just because I like too.
only say one thing: Tarquin is delightfully promiscuous impossible not to adore him ♥.
I confirmed what I already knew from books several years ago: Mayfair Witches bother me ¬ ¬
* The Importance of Being Earnest - Oscar Wilde. I should read this book in English, the pun is lost, but still wonderful. A comedy for serious people will :)
Oh, I want to go and kiss Wilde's tomb, then a world be a better place
♥ * Lost Hearts - Konsalik, Heinz G. This sounds far more pretentious than it is. It is not at all.
The Italian Mafia and the trafficking of organs, especially hearts. In the 60's when a total transplant heart was barely imaginable, almost impossible. But the family has unlimited resources, a doctor who all died and even create a steady stream of donors .
yaaaaa
And, well, have been interesting, now try to read 3 books at a time and also keep current with school readings. No easy task.
u___u